initially after winter guard season I really disliked this song because they'd replay it x3598439 times at practice. but now I like it:
grew up in a small town
and when the rain would come down
i'd just stare out my window
dream of what could be,
and if i'd end up happy...
i would pray

yeah. so I have four hours to study for a chem test that will play a major factor in determining my grade, which will play a major factor in my happiness in the near future.

take a risk, take a chance,
make a change
and breakaway

sometimes I do feel like I'm so involved with like 10 billion extracirriculars and it's overwhelming at times. so many expectations to live up to, and the most important of which is my own. and I know where I would like to go. I know what I would like to do. But that isn't necessarily what I will end up doing.

I would really like my commission to have some sort of meeting with Walczak. Because we need some direction.